OK; there are countless in the role of "Healer", or Dream-Healer to be precise, and I will now illuminate what is occurring.

Healers are dreamers healing dream-wounds and dream-dis-eases and dream-worlds and working with dream-masters when in truth there is only ONE.  Dreamers are studying, mastering (for lifetimes), and then projecting healing dream-energies into dreams and then owning (personifying with) the results of dream rewards; deepening into the dream.  These are all-mighty and powerful dream Wizards and Witches and Gods and Goddesses.  We can see how deep into the dream this experience is.  There is another that is tricky and that is of “savior.”  Yes, these are more “real” roles to many, but they are still dream roles. 

There is only one that is awakening.  No other dream-particle will awaken the ONE, only the ONE will realize that it never dreamed through this observation.

What is happening within the game is that a sleeping consciousness believes that another in the dream is healing it; and just through this belief the level of this dream-wound heals by the observer observing the dream-“problem”, not because of the “healer”.  The One’s belief is the only actor.  The other had no involvement other than being a reflective catalyst for the ONE to create the dream-healing belief.  Not to confuse, but there are “transparent” particles within the dream that only reflect truth; but this is rare, and “they” are not known as a “healers.”

One only heals by remembering there is nothing to heal because it is a dream.  One only steps out of the dream through the composite realizations within dream experience.

The layers being worked with so strongly and passionately for this “group” are dream-layers; and to awaken, these dream layers must be seen as they are: dreams.  The dream of a Dream-healer can be (seem) eternal to the dreamer who does not realize they are healing only dreams; seeing that the game is designed to be “lost” in, and the dreams are, at a certain “level”, Always.

There is no right or wrong just new information trickling into the dream to observe.

A wise one said upon awakening that “One can save the world and never save themselves.”  This is TRUTH.

maybe?   ;)

Well, here we are.

Without externalizing then what is left?  We are.  Own it, own it ALL to “know”.  It is only US.  Every moment is US.  There is no mystery guiding, we are.  Let the mythologies go.  Let the parental and sisterly and brotherly and warrior and goddess and god archetypes go.  It is US.

As we played life we climbed our way out of the darkness creating symbolic stair-steps, ladders, and lanterns; but they are still a dream because we created them from within a dream.  A dream only begets another dream, and another; hence the game.  Yes, there are endless layers to plumb, and no right or wrong, but they are still a dream; amazing, but still a dream.

IT IS YOU.  IT IS ME.  WE ARE ONE.

It is this simple.  I can't fathom how "long" we have been playing seeing that involves time; how unexpectedly to awaken; how uneventful yet indescribable.  No crowds of beings in white robes or castles in the sky.  No booming voice or Jesus in the room congratulating.

We…
We just…
We just now…
We just now know and can rest. 

All the energy spent fueling dreams is home, and thus we are full and wholly (holy) here.  This is what those awakening are attempting to convey.  But how do we tell someone, "Yes, I know, I know that you are you, and this is true, but you are also !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"  This by design is illogical to the mind, it can only be experienced.

No wonder it is so difficult to share or teach; it is too close; too obvious; too literal.

I would not say it is a paradox, only paradoxical in our reasoning towards "it."

And unimaginably as it seems, each ONE that awakens is then worshipped symbolically and not seen as “The Way” (the process) and hence have then become another HUGE dream that countless dream in.

After ONE awakes truth IS: awake, not out to change; but is truth because truth IS.  By design it seems "wrong" that truth in the world only deepens the dream, but it is not.

We desired the dream of all dreams: to forget, and then to travel back to the glorious, magnificent, and ONE-der-FULL knowing that we ARE, so here we dream.  Does it not makes sense that every-thing would point us back into the dream, even spirituality?

Only at the end do we SEE the inherent WAY, or pearl within experience that is not seen until we have “eyes to see.”

When we worship ANY THING we are still dreaming.

This is the end of a loop; and it was what it was, a dream.

EnJOY knowing that it is a dream within a dream within a dream and one day we ALL awaken.

Interesting thoughts I am havin - take them or leave them  : )

As you awaken; the moment before you open the eyes, pause and reflect upon what is being experienced.  This is not the sameness the mind protests and suggests; oh no. This is new and all for you!  Thank God/Goddess, the Universe; whatever you thank for life that you are again back in the dream.  You have arrived back in the game in the same spot in which you fell asleep.  Even YOU are new this morning; this moment; the cells; this Now.  Nothing is the same.  The sheets are in a new wrinkle, the light is adorned in new shafts of dusty asymmetry; even through closed eyes when you feel deeply you can sense that you are being born.  We entered this world from womb to light like the opening and closing of the left and the right.  We are born with each eye-opening; with each breath.  Touch this knowing within before you open our eyes so that you do not step back into routine or habit; a lesser experience than may be experienced.  Does this sound simple and silly?  Well, it is; and is this not great? 

When a child arises the day is fresh, fecund, vibrant, and pregnant with possibilities.  What has changed?  Do you think it advantageous to examine into this?  We do.  You are still that awareness which filled and observed through the child.  You ARE.  We ARE.  You have the same, if not stress-weathered body, but it is the same body.  What has changed?  The perception has. The mind has changed.  Knowledge and facts have been stored as best as they could, but we dozed off with the autopilot activated and now we are awakening and "cleaning" shop.  Each time you close and open your eyes everything is new, it truly is; and we can get in touch with this knowing, like the juice from the pulp of Now as it runs down our smiling chin, through the gratitude gleaned through knowing the body.

As you open the eyes, become aware of the body, but slowly.  Understand the true meaning of gratitude.  We are not obligatorily sending gratitude “out” to some unknown and mysterious “thing” in the Kosmos.  No, we are so deeply rooted in our experience and the knowing that this body can carry and act out our wishes that we can barely contain this joy; this gratitude for having body-ability.  Without the body we could not be here; we could not play the game; we could not experience vibration. 

Without this divine vehicle we could not smell the dreamy fragrances of nature, or the must of another, or the emptiness of the wind.  Without smell we could not experience the multidimensionality of the food we eat or the signature of approaching rains, or even a version of time travel.  Or what if we had no eyes?  Without eyes we could not have explosions of indescribable colors fill us till we near combustion from the sensation of love and thankfulness.  Without these magnificent lenses we could not see the indescribable pastel pallet of sunrise or burning hues of sunset, or the sparkling eyes of love in the eyes of another being who loves us just because.  We could not see the undulating waves on the water, in the trees, on the sand, or through the clouds.  We could not see the ever-shifting and ever-giving kaleidoscope of light which we Are; and if we no ears? Without ears we could not hear the words “I love you.”  We could not hear the melodic hearts of singers or chanters, or of frogs, or thunder, or the rain onto flat stones or metal roof.  We could not experience the music of prayers, or conversations, or instruments.  We could not hear the sobbing of suffering or the laughter of Joy.  We could not hear.  What? 

Are we starting to understand gratitude?  There is no guilt just observation.

Without hands we could not caress each other or comfort those in need.  We could not carry our children, or each other, or puppies, bricks, or the building blocks of construction; we could not express ourselves through art or word; we could not play instruments; we could not create our meals.  What if we had no hands? Just imagine as you look at your delicate and amazingly designed hands what they mean to your life.  Look at the bones and connections, and how it bends and grasps and spreads: the design is unreal.  If we only lost one finger our life would be altered significantly.  This is not drama; it is the way through gratitude to presence.  This exercise can go on forever. 

How much do we take for granted through lives of sameness and disconnection?  What about the interior of the body.  Without our organs we would cease to function.  Imagine how loved we are in that we can eat whatever we want and our body will digest and assimilate our needs or us.  Our body does all the work.  It even heals itself so we can continue observing the glorious God of Now.  We do not worry if certain enzymes are being carried through the blood, or if the heart has stopped beating, or how the bone marrow is doing, or if there are the correct hormones being released, or what to do with the billions of dying and birthing cells.  We are so loved that we don’t even have to breathe because the body breathes for us.  We can just sit here looking and observing without thinking about the body or its incalculable operations and BE.  Do you think we should love this body?  Yes.  So, move the body.  Help the body when asked by cessation or stillness or mobility.  Be sensitive and listen...  Stretch the body.  Strengthen the body.  Utilize the body.  The body understands and enjoys these activities.  Feed the body life and it lives.  Run, dance, skip, climb, lift, wrestle, jump, play jog, make love; be in the body.  This body can be your wildest dream so FLY.

“All is provided.” As the wise one’s state; and just as every other statement of truth is multi-layered so is this truth.  All we need do is be grateful and observe this bountiful and humbling gift we are forever receiving and we will BE.  Do you feel this?  Is this not utterly mind-blowing, and then again perfect and sensible?  It is beyond understanding, so we don’t need to understand it.  Love loves us so much; WE love us so much, that anything we could ever need is provided; anything at any level – incredible!  This feeling you are feeling is the present.   

So, if we listen attentively with our eyes open to the sounds of where we are, then close our eyes and listen and then reopen, we know that all is new.  The record of life is still playing for infinity, it does not stop and restart; this is what the mind does not the river of Now.  The river flows onward.  As we now listen there are new animal songs and calls and mechanistic whirs, bangs, beeps, grinds, creaks, etc...  There are different frequencies of tones and hums abounding.  Even in silence there are waves of variance within the full emptiness; subtle waves of gossamer knowing.  Nothing is the same; the mind is only replaying programs of the past and projected future which create the illusion of sameness which then stales and dulls the experience.  It is akin to spending one’s life sitting and staring at a small scene being played out on a table in a room when outside of that room there is a never-ending play of newness with scope unknown. 

Now that we have connected deeply with the body through this exercise let us rise from where you sleep and feel the awakening and birthing muscles, joints, and bones, as you stand.  As you stand connect with the body in silent knowing of thanks and begin your day.  Feel the floor and the shifting of the feet as you walk.  See the angle of the walls and doorways shift and bend as you move, or as it moves by you. Listen to the shapes of the rooms and how the space feels differently through the home.  Be aware of the depth of breath and clearness of mind as you wash the sacred body.  Love the body as you clean; not because you are supposed to clean the body, but because you LOVE THE BODY.  Every brush of the cloth and swipe of the soap and splash of water is the language the body knows, so be present and observe as you shower or bathe.  (Languages are not only in the forms of sounds or words.)  Love your body; for it has carried you up until this point healing fevers, hangovers, bones, the heart; and will continue to do so just because it loves you; because you love you.  Look at yourself deeply in the mirror as you brush your teeth or shave, really look; for you are AMAZING.  See yourself.  See US.

Stay grounded as you prepare your meal.  Smell the aromatic food and feel the shiny, hard utensil.  Watch the mind as the thoughts and programs begin to load as it staggers awake, knowing that you are present as this occurs.  You are now free of these programs because you have observed them.   At this point it only takes the discipline needed to dismantle the habits.  This can be achieved through the body awareness we did, meditation, Yoga, or praying, etc… Create silence daily to connect with this knowing and it will, by way of inner observation, clear the habitual and limiting programs of the mind.  The minute we realize we are outside of a situation, we then are.  We may feel completely lost when we are in a thick forest, not realizing that the exit is but a few meters beyond the edge of the thick wall of trees.  But once we realize this we are then outside and inside of the woods simultaneously, and thus we are free to know the woods wholly, without fear or stress.  All experience can be this way.  Each time we step outside of a situation we are then free to experience the next layer, and so on; as we forever expand into the newness of Now. 

Gratitude is a gateway to grace.

Try and practice gratitude utilizing the tangential perspective we tested earlier throughout your day.  The more present we are the richer the life experience.  Try driving in presence.  Start the car and feel the vibrations.  Feel you hand, (thank God for hands) on the wheel, the temperature of the plastic and the shape of the curves; stay in “touch” with the moment through tactile sensation.  Let’s not listen to the radio today, OK?  Feel the way the body sinks into the seat the longer you sit, and then drive.  Push the gas and feel the acceleration and the shifting weight on the axles.  Notice how everything blends into one moving panoramic scene as you observe the whole, and not the pieces.  Try and look out through all of your eyes, not just the center.  There are no individual pieces just one happening through the senses.  Listen to the engine symphony and the aria of the road surface.  Here the syncopated percussion as you travel over the variances and seams in the road.  Hear your breath and your heart; this is possible the more you observe.  There are countless beautiful sounds drowned out but the incessant chatter of the mind that will surface and resound through presence.  Let people be in the other cars as you experience the drive.  Can you sense how thick the drive is becoming?  Can you feel the empty/fullness of not worrying about others or of anything but the drive?  Let the traffic traffic; it does not concern you as you are now free.  Expect nothing and you are never let down or upset.  Support yourself and no one can drop you (let you down) or push (upset) you over.  People drive and cars zoom.  Some are late and some are early.  Be present.  If someone cuts you off then they cut you off and back to driving.  Don’t become attached, for attachment does exactly what it states; it attaches you to something as the river flows onward.  Stay in the river through acceptance and gratitude.  Anyone can have a bad day and be irritable on the way to work; hence they are not present and not aware of driving wholly.  Let them go on in their way as you observe. Observation is not attachment.  Observe the day.  Observe people at work.  Observe the trees and sky, and be free.   Let it go.  Let it happen.

 
When we observe we are neutral.  We are full of the potential needed in any situation through our presence, and then we are free; for just as the body does all that we need, so will the “now available” potential of presence.   Again, it is applicable to use as above, so below.

 
There is an alert knowing and fullness of moment for which we are eternally grateful. 

By the grace of God may you taste the inexplicable through this travel.

Groundless of being

Veiled in a web of stained-glass dream

Eons weave timelessly

Knowing rains

Specks fill with teeming life

A connected matrix of Love

A conscious collective

Space

Flowing

Surging

Growing

Merging

Carrying the sediment

The sand, the souls

Home

We deepen

We widen

Touching

Dancing

Embracing

Advancing through fractal fancy

 
Stars into the Sun

The emptyfull Sun

 
One river

 
One ocean

 
One

There is but one student and one teacher which are one in the same.

 
The teacher teaches the teacher.

 
The artist paints for the artist.

 
The singer sings for the singer.

 
The dreamer dreams for the dreamer.

 
The addict is addicted for the addict.

 
The healer heals the healer, etc…

 
 
The design of life is incredible, incalculable, ingenious, ungraspable, and to just be accepted due to the scale in that life is created so that the one can see itself to then experience desires until desire-less through knowing wholeness.

Why walk?  Why sit?  Why do anything, and how?  A desire is needed to do; hence a life of desires.  Desires are integral for the illusory machine.

 We are not saying to deny desire, but to know desire and the multidimensional gifts therein.

 Desire is a doorway to the end of doorways.  Of course there is a gradient within the amalgam of desire: an inherent evolution of knowing that is proportionate to less desire, but this is still desire.  We may understand to accept the Earth and her societies and the physics and states and stages and developments etc…, and still ponder the beyond.  This is still desire.

Why does a teacher teach?  What is being accomplished?  What is truly happening?  Who is the student?  Would a teacher teach if a teacher knew?  Would a teacher have any desire to teach if wholeness is known?  A teacher would be no more.  The artist would be no more.  The dreamer would be awake.

Wholeness is whole; there are no nouns or verbs or adverbs or adjectives - you name, it is not there, but the potential IS.  Would a singer preach through music if peace was known?  Why are songs sung?  What is inspiration?  Who is listening?  Are they reaching out to the mystery on melody? Yes.  Are they venting the frustrations of experience or triumphantly sounding the joy of being?  Yes; but not realizing that even a celebration of life is not wholeness; for how can one celebrate a “thing”, or an illusory departure? 

We are home.

All is provided.

Be free of desire through observing desire.

 
When there is no mystery there is no mystery and this world is known.  The game has been played.  Will it start over?  I have no idea, but the mechanics are in place so it seems logical.  
We build Disney here for fun. Would we not then create life for fun as well?  Is there more after this?  After?  There is no after, it is Now and only Now, so let go.

This does not mean we disappear.  On the contrary we are here fully.

Wholly.

Holy.

We enjoy the flowing grace and gift of existence through desire-less presence.

There is nothing to desire when everything is here Now.

We observe the flow and do naturally according to it.

Obviously I still have desires : ) and on some level am enjoying the game of re-remembering.

 
“As above so below.”

 
Is there not but One?  So there is one mouth and one ear and one eye and no eye and no mouth and no ear and no thing at all.  The moment we do, we are doing to ourselves and for ourselves, this is the only way.  If you know, then you have no desire to filter that knowing through the senses until it is again unrecognizable.  We know. 

 If we become a teacher it means we have not accepted that all is exactly as it should be (we have not become desire-less [we want more of the game]) and we must teach ourselves until we realize this.  We are fruitlessly attempting to know another when the only one to know is the self.

It is beautiful to be compassionate and loving and want to help, but there is desire to do these things else you would not DO them. 

There is no right or wrong, only One that helps by being.

The amount of books that are flooding reality is a testament to the teacher and the student.  Look at all teaching all, it is astounding.  This is the time for the teacher and the artist and the architect who are all the same: 1. Remember that we are the teacher; in that everything we do, through every experience is a unique reflection to wholeness.  All we need do is turn away from the mirror and into ourselves to know.

 
So, here I am writing to the one, expressing through dwindling desires in words a few “things” with myself.

If you write a book, it is for you.

 If you sing a song, it is for you.

 If you create a foundation, it is for you.

 If you suffer, it IS FOR YOU so let it be.

 
Else you would do none of these things.

(I wonder, as I see this planet of teachers and healers if there is not a loop occurring.  I get the sense many are here to save everyone and everything (horizontal healings) and in the process are at vertical stagnation.  There is a lot of worship and externalizing to penetrate.  It seems that many are awakening to a level of teaching and healing which can easily create a loop of teachers healing and healers teaching, or a critical mass jump will happen.  How interesting I am now here observing.)

It seems I am still talking to myself.  I am not out to teach, I just find myself writing.

The only way to know is to surrender the need to NO.

Why do we have sameness in our experience?  Or to put it simply, what causes a rut in our life?

Why do we experience the same things over and over when life is a dancing eternal change?

What creates this limited and repeating scenario?

If life is forever anew then we can conclude the catalyst for sameness is within.  There is an internal structure created from a narrow understanding that is attempting to contain one fragment of the whole which in-turn causes suffering as life struggles to free itself, as we struggle to free ourselves.  We have placed so much of our being and energy into one fraction that we have become lost in an artificial world and time-line within the "rut", never realizing that we have stopped flowing with the eternal breath.  We are then subjected to endless energetic circumstances, dramas, and beliefs that are not rooted in reality but in one's idea of reality.  Are these circumstances worthy?  Of course, because the design is immeasurable and always love, but much of what is gleaned would be naturally learned within a less turbulent flow of experience. 

 
One can learn the waves by observing or panicked and up to the chin. They are the same waves, only the perception has changed.

 Life is out to love, and it is how we accept the love that determines experience.

If we experience the same life over and over with the same type of friends and lovers and teachings it is because we have brought them into our reality through our belief systems which communicate through vibration.  If you become a certain belief you can guarantee this resonate will draw the like unto itself; this is not mysterious, it is physics.  This also explains how one’s belief can be continually fed and fueled and strengthened though energetic synchronicity to where it is then a self-fulfilling, self-contained prophecy and not the river of life.  As we resonate, those that resonate will be drawn to us. 

 
We will draw to us each other according to vibratory signature or light signature.  This can draw beauty to itself or illusion.  We must remember to balance the noise with silence.

If we seek change and (r)evolution we change the belief through the observation we have the belief, it is as simple as that.  Better yet, we believe nothing but what we experience with each breath; for life is alive and not to be caged into any box no matter the decoration or composite. 

 
Time erases and the Sun replaces until we ARE. 

 
Yes we can work with laws of nature with the understanding that these too are ephemeral.  All we are to believe in is that EVERYTHING changes, and to appreciate this.  We can employ certain relationships and structures for order amongst ourselves as long as we remain open and hyper-aware for the subtle beliefs that permeate our life.

 
Let everything Be and the many levels of illusion will work them selves out.

 
It is when we stop pulling on the knot that we can begin to loosen and unravel the cord.

 
Closed systems fail despite, their “spirituality.”  Tibet is a prime example.

 
All must recognize that it is interconnected and vital to the all.

 
Life doesn't believe; it is too busy doing.

 
A belief is an attempt at categorization and departmentalization of Is-ness. 

 
As long as we remember that EVERYTHING is a stepping stone we continue. 

 
It is when we try and tie down the wind or waves that we struggle.

A lightning bug dies in a jar.

Belief infers that somehow life has stopped long enough to be defined, when in reality only the exploration has stopped. 

 
We know life from BEing life.

 
There is no need for conviction because there is nothing to believe.

 
Start up again.  Throw it all up like the fall leaves and watch life carry the pieces back into the mystery.  Let the actors return to their parts and continue observing, for the joy is in the observing not in the observed.

 
The gift is the experience. 

 
The present is in the presence.

 
Celebrate the changes that continually pull and provoke for these are what keep us moving back into our self.  How we understand life is how we experience it.  If life feels confined and confused, then that is how we perceive it.  Dismantle the belief system to allow life in and re-connect to larger and more mysterious relationships that are unending in complexity and order.  

 
We do not have to know to know; this is the paradox (pair of docks) leading to the same body of being.

 
It is not the walls, windows, or doors; it is the space that creates the room, or the experience.

 
Space is not empty it is impregnated with every imaginable experience.

 
Meditate.

 
Space has no things for it is the womb of all things.

 
Sit with nature.

 
Space is wholeness because it is the mound and the hole.

 
Reflect in quietness.

 
Embrace Space.  Become the Space we are by letting the beliefs and concepts go.

 
Pray.

 
And what remains after we are free of these “things”? The empty fullness of BEing.

God.

Release the thought-children and come back to the moment with open arms and senses until new children pause, play, and proceed off again.

A vibrant, golden-haired child is walking along a winding river when a glistening flat stone catches their eye.  Instantly they bend, grasp, straighten, and hurl the stone into the clear, blue water watching it skip several times before submerging - delighted.  The child threw the stone and is continuing down along the river, in the river of life.  This is life being life.  This was spontaneous.  This is beautiful.  This is freedom through expression.  Only the mechanical laws of thought were needed to move the body and act upon the moment, nothing else is required.  We are free to be, always: Now.  All is provided.  

 An older person is walking along a river and sees a flat stone.  They do not act upon the request of the moment but continue to think and thus the flow stops and time lengthens.  They ask questions based on stagnant and deteriorating beliefs that are not based or grounded in presence, and the moment fleets like sand through fingers.  They ask "Should I pick up that lovely stone?  Maybe I should throw it in the river.  No, I am too old to do that sort of thing, what if someone sees me?  This rock is placed here by God in harmony and I should let it lie.  What would a monk do?  What would Jesus do?  Maybe I could take it home and paint something wonderful on it?  I used to love to paint.  I remember when I was young when we used to throw stones down into the well on the farm."   From this perspective we can clearly see how the beliefs formed the thoughts which assisted in the artificial time-line that created a bubble. 

 
Thinking creates time: it creates a line between what was and what may be; and now like a tightrope one walks forever along this alternate reality unsure and fearful of the fall, when in reality there is no tightrope.  And what is amazing is that as we walk they continually recreate the past and future points that sustain the timeline, forever crossing an imaginary expanse in an illusionary bubble without even realizing.

Pierce the belief and the bubble will burst.

Why does a monk or do certain people seem at peace, or enlightened?  How are they calm and happy in a world filled with complexity, pain, disease and war?  Are they superhuman and different then the rest of the world?  No.  They are us.  Then what is the difference?

 
By delving into themselves through meditation, solitude, nature, or a form of quiet reflection they have through observation understood, cleared, and healed the mind. 

 
By creating space within they have become that space.

 
We are intelligent space.  This is not abstract, it IS. 

 
We can now realize that the more we empty the fuller we become.

 
We are consciousness experiencing itself through vibration: material forms.

 
We are always free even when we do not remember.  There is nothing to fear.

 
Just remember to continually let go and to create space in your life so you can remember you are that space. How incredible!

 
If we sit without moving, doing, or even thinking we are still aware, right?  So we are then nothing that we are then able to observe. 

 
We are the observer.

  
We observe from quark to quasar; grom glitch to God.  Anything we observe is not us.  If we can see it, hear it, touch it, taste it, feel it, it is not us.  It is vibration, and we now understand that we are before the vibration observing the interplay. 

 When we are free of trying to do, then we just, we just ARE.  We IS.

We are not "weighed down" with the burdens of collection but are en"light"ened and present enjoying the experience.

Be.